Repeat after me

"I am not confused. I am just well mixed."

"I am rich in never-ending unrest."

Two quotes from my horoscope this week. Ai dios mio. If I could only believe them. If I could only put that positive spin on the utter confusion and emotional exhaustion I feel.... If I could "embrace the confusion" of stepmotherhood instead of feeling sick to my stomach over the confusion.... If only I knew what I was doing.... If only if only